June 29, 2006
"Shit man what are we going to do!?" Lolind yelled. "I don't know man, I might be able to pick the lock here...." "With what your teeth?" Lolind asked sarcastically. "Well what else do you want me to do?" Ville argued. "GET ME OUT OF HERE!'' "Well I cant, and can you shut up while I think, you don't need to yell! That will bring her right back over here and... make us her... sex ... toys." he shivered at the thought. "Well you can’t just expect me to sit here and do nothing!" Lolind yelled. "Yes I can, just for now try think of a way for us to get out… ok? Can you handle that?" he tried to settle him down, it seamed to work. They couldn’t think of a way to get out, and if they didn't soon... they would be a toy.
*Victoria and Hexina*
"Victoria have you seen Lolind?!" Hexina said breaking in through the door. "What... no I haven't." she said wide eye as she didn't expect her do run down the door like that. "Aw man...he wasn't home when I got there and he wasn't there when I woke up this night." She said pushin loose strands of her hair back. "Hmm maybe he crashed out at Ville’s place..." "oh yeah he probably did, now I feel like a fool worrying like that" she said with a smirk on here face. "Ok I’ll call him." Victoria dialed his number...waited but no answer. "Maybe they’re still asleep, let’s go over there and wake him up." she said without worry. They walked over to Ville lair, but no one was there. "Where are they, oh no I can sense something bad here..." Hexina said worriedly with watery eyes. "I’ll call his cell phone,” Victoria said putting her hand on her shoulder. The phone kept ringing, until she herd the answeing machine. "Hello angels, this is Ville’s phone he is not going to be able to talk now he is either in his little cage or in bed with me and Rathe, so don't bother calling any more goodbye," and then they hung up. It was Damilya you could tell by her little giggle at the end of the call. "Oh fucking SHIT!" Victoria said after she hung up. "What? Did they answer? What's going on?" Hexina said quickly, barley comprehendable. "Do you remember Lolind saying any thing about a girl and Ville?" she said putting her hands and Hexina shoulders pushing her against the wall. "Umm...I don’t know...wait yes I do a girl named Dermal or Damilya or something, he said that Ville had a run with her like he did." She said wide-eyed. "Yes, now we need to find were she lives... I know… Bam! He knows this kind of stuff." "Wait, but he doesn’t know yet," Hexina said biting her bottom lip. "Well he is going to have to some time right? Now lets go..."
They hurried over to Bam’s place. "Bam! Bam!" Victoria yelled busting down his door. "What the hell..." Bam said walking in. "DO YOU KNOW WHO DAMILYA IS!" Hexina demanded "Damilya ... Damilya... oh yeah I know, why?" he said thinking to himself. "We think she might have Ville and Lolind" "Oh fuck no....not Damilya she’s bad news...." He said shaking his head nervously. "Do you know were she lives?" "Yeah..." “Then let’s go!"
*Ville and Lolind*
"Man I didn't want to go like this, not as a sex toy and without my dignity!" Lolind said starting to tear up. "We’re not going to die we’re go to find a way put of this." Ville said hold his own tears back. "How do you know? What if we don’t? What if we’re there sex slaves for the rest of our lives! I don’t want that Rathe guy on me... that's just nasty... I’ll be scared for life!" "Shut up! Were not going to! We’ll get out of here no matter what, OK?" Ville said trying to keep Lolind and himself sane and full of hope. They laid in the cold dark cages, still hungry, longing for blood, smelling the sickly sweet torture in the air.
Suddenly the door slammed down. "Ville, Lolind are you here!?" Bam yelled into the empty room, his echo answered back. "We're in the cages get us out of here!" Lolind screamed at the top of his lungs. They ran over threw the black silk covers off of the cages. "We’ll get you out just hold on." Hexina said putting her hand through Lolinds cage reaching for his hand. Bam was trying to find away to get them out "Bam, LOOK OUT!" Ville screamed when Damilya came from behind him and bit Bam's neck. Ville could smell the sent of Bam's blood dripping out of him...he didn't want that to happen he wanted Bam to be the only human one a normal person. Bam fell to the ground and Hexina ran to his side. Victoria’s eyes were glaring at Damilya first of shock, then anger. Her eyes narrowed as she heard Damilya giggling. She ran and kicked her in the stomach causing her to fly back. Damilya slowly got back up holding her gut. "Oh what the-" Victoria punched her in the jaw making her fliped back. Victoria’s eyes were filled with blazing fire as she watch Damilya struggle to get away. She grabbed her by the hair and pulled her back, she tripped her to the ground and kicked her face like a soccer ball (football). Damilya’s face bled from every opening, her eyes were swelling up...and were full of tears, "and you should of thought about that before you messed with my friends bitch” she said and pushed her into the red fountain. She got they keys out of her pocket and unlocked Ville and Lolind. "Bam!" Ville ran and rushed to him with Lolind right behind him..."Bam I meant to tell you before…" he was holding tears back and his voice was shaking with fright. "But... its to late I didn't want you to turn into us. I didn't want it to be this way!" his voice was shaking. "Hurry we got to take him to your place Ville," Victoria said pushing him back to they could pick him up. "Ville... I’m going to be ok don’t worry about it, I don’t care what you are. You knew that I could already tell you were one," Bam said holding his neck and acting as if nothing had happed to him.
Posted on 06/29/2006 10:03 PM Comments (4)
June 27, 2006
Ville lay in his coffin thinking about Damilya. ‘How did she really know his name? Why did she have sex with Lolind and me? It just is kind of weird. And what are those cages really for?’ were some of the thoughts that floated around his head before he fell asleep. He was having a good dream when he heard a ringing sound. After opening his eyes he realized it was his phone. "Hello..." he said groggy. "Um… Ville, what are ya’ up to? We are going to go for a kill you want to come? You didn’t last night, you must be so out of it," it was Victoria, you could hear Lolind and Hexina arguing in the background. "Oh, yeah I’m craving fresh young blood, how about you guys?" his blood rose and rushed at the thought. "Hmm no, I’m thinking middle age and experience." Victoria disagreed. "Well, what ever as long as I get some." "Yeah I guess, well hurry over. You know Lolind; he gets violent with out a good kill in the beginning of night. "In the background of the call Ville could hear Lolind yell ‘Do not!’ but it was faint and hardly audible. "Ok I’ll be there in a second. Bye," he said and hung up the phone, but Damilya was still on his mind. He hurried over and turned the knob to Victoria’s place but it was locked, he knocked on the door. Nobody answered, just as he was to turn the knob again Lolind jumped out and pushed Ville to the ground. "God! What’s your problem?!" Ville yelled rubbing his shoulder. "I told you he gets violent...” Victoria said with a sigh, "NO I DON’T!" Lolind yelled defensively. "Yeah yeah, come on lets go," Hexina urged them.
They walked around for awhile looking for someone. They finally spotted a man in an ally taking some trash out. "Hehe, I can take care of this, just wait for my sign,” she said evilly. She walked slowly appearing out from the mist, "hey, big boy" she said pushing her hand on the wall behind him, she had him cornered. "Uh aha," the man said smiling. Hexina touched her lip, "hmm, how about we have a little fun?" she said as she pushed her body against his and stared him in the eyes. She looked at his neck watching the veins pumping, raising. She touched a vain that was popping out and pushed it in. She quickly slashed in with her long sharp silver nail. The man jumped and held his neck; Hexina smiled letting her fangs show. "What the..." the man started and Lolind came out, behind was Victoria. Ville jumped in, they all surrounded the man. Watching the blood from his neck drip and flow down his body in a continuous line. Hexina push him down and held him to the ground, Ville took the first bite. Lolind push him away and drank as much as he could before Victoria slapped him, "save some for the rest of us why don’t you..." "yeah man don’t be such a cow..." Hexina said and pushed him aside.
They went back to Victoria’s’ place. "Hey Ville, why did you call me about Damilya last night?" Lolind said while the girls were out of the room. "Oh I was just seeing if you knew who she was.” "Oh ok..." the night went on. "Hey I’m going to go I’m getting tiered, bye guys." Ville said getting up, "yeah me too. See ya’ guys." Lolind said. "Ill be home later, ok?" Hexina said to Lolind, "yeah, bye." Ville and him walked out and parted after saying their good-byes. He walked down the street and heard a high pitched girly laugh, it sounded familiar. "Hey there babe," it was Damilya. "Oh, hi" She took him to her castle. "Come on lets go to my room again." She said and dragged him along. "Uh ok." she pushed him down to her bed. "How bout a drink?" she said smiling, "oh yes please.” She left the room for awhile then she came back with a golden tray that had two drinks on it. "Here is your special, hehe." she said and gave him a drink. He drank it fast, "WOW, that was..." and he dozed out before he could finish his thought.
He woke up and it was dark. He tried to get up but hit his head on some metal bar. "What the hell..." he said looking around but couldn’t see anything, he heard a noise, it sounded like some one trying to speak or something, "Who’s there..." "hmmm, umm, ah, help me, help me!" it sounded like... "LOLIND! Is that you?" "Yeah who are you, are you the one who did this to me?!" he demanded, "No its me, Ville. Where are we?" "I don’t know, but the do you smell vanilla? DAMILYA!!” “Vanilla...? Hey yeah I do...wait vanilla? ...Wait ...DAMILYA?" "Oh yeah, she was the last person I was with" They heard the clicking of high heels on the tile. "Awake already...hmmm I’ll need stronger tranquilizers next time." Damilya said turning on a lantern and revealing her face from the darkness. "WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE?!" Lolind screamed shaking the bars of his cage. Damilya just let out an evil chuckle "you are going to be my TOY!" she said pinching his cheeks. "Toys..." Ville said swallowing a big gulp. "Haha yes, my toys. You see with this special drug,” she said holding a flask with a white liquid in it. "I can make you so limp that you can’t movie on your own. Oh you will still be awake just you cant do anything. I can do anything with you, you can be my sex toy with Rathe." a man walked up behind her and put his arms around her waist and gently kissed her on her neck, it was the same man Ville saw at the meeting that took her away. "You bitch, you will never get away with this, we will escape and tell all the vampires about you and you will be given to the light." Lolind threatened as he yelled out and they walked away into another room. "Hey, I brought my cell phone, I can just called Victoria and Hexina and they get the vampire police." He reached into his coat pocket. "DAMN IT! She took it, err" Ville yelled in frustration when he felt nothing in his pocket. "What are we going to do, I don’t want to be a sex toy, well at least not with that guy Rathe or whatever...I’m to old to be molested by a guy!"
hope you like this one hopefully next one will be out soon!=D
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Posted on 06/27/2006 11:20 PM Comments (6)
June 20, 2006
The next night, Victoria woke up to the smell of a sickly sweet odar in the air. She walked over to Villes' lair and knocked on his coffin. "Ville, get up." she yelled at him smelling the lushious sent in the air. "Do you smell that?" she said waving her head left and right. Ville took in a deep breath of the air. "Uh-huh, hmmm wow that...that smells fresh too." he said closing his eyes. "Yeah, let’s go get Hexina and Lolind." she said helping him out of his coffin. They started to walk down to Hexina and Lolinds place. Still smelling the fresh bloodshed in the air; they walk quietly. "So how are you going to tell Bam?" Victoria said out of no were. "Oh, I don’t know yet." Ville said softly biting his top lip. "Well you have to tell him some time." "Yeah, yeah I know." They reached their lair and knocked loudly on their Chamber door. Hexina opened up with Lolind behind them "do you smell that blood?" Hexina asked peeking out. "You smell it too?" Ville said pushing the door opened. "Yeah we do, wonder were it is coming from?" she said motioning them to come in. Lolind jumped around on one foot putting his tight leather pants on. "We better get going, the meeting Damine and Hallid called is going to start soon." Lolind said running to the mirror and putting gel in his hair. "Yeah hopefully they will tell us were this unexplained wonderful smell of blood is coming from. It’s making me crazy!" Hexina said with an unusual voice.
They hurried to the head vampires lair. They walked in and the meeting had already started. As they settled in Ville noticed a woman across the room. She had dirty blond hair. Her eyes were a deep green. Her skin was toned and tan, but still light enough for her blond hair. She had cherry red lipstick on and heavy black eye make up. Her eyes shined with all the light in the moon. She glanced at Ville as he stared at her. She smiled and looked down shyly. He tuned out of the whole meeting. He got shot into reality when he saw a man came behind this girl and grabbed her hand and take her away. Hexina was glaring at Ville like she was speaking to him saying ‘pay attention.’ He leaned his head back with a playful scared look on his face. She smacked him across the face and pointed up front. "Listen this is important" she whispered to him angrily. People were staring at them, Ville pointed at Hexina blaming it all on her. He started to listen. "This is a huge problem that is an issue to all of us," Damine the head vampire spoke, he was a tall man, he was bold and pale. His eyes were full black. He wore a light black eye liner, as did many male vampires. He has long black leather trench coat just barley above the floor. His voice was low and strong, hard and cold. "They are trying to sweep out or existence, earlier this night they came into one of our most private and well protected clubs. They killed 5 men-5 of our best men. It was a horrible loss to us many of us will mourn on this night,” he said sadly bowing his head. "Also many of you may have sensed and smelt blood in the air. It was because of our sorrowful lost that their blood had lingered in the air. We were saddened when we walked out and smelt it, because then we knew that it was a brutal kill, that they had died in dishonor." he paused and stepped down from the podium. Halide walked up. She was his sister. She didn’t age for how old she was. Her face was soft and warm. If you didn’t know better you would think she was a human. She had light brown hair and light brown eyes. Every thing about her was bright. even her voice seemed like the sweet sound of harps playing in the background. She began to talk, but she paused when she first spoke "Mine and Damine's father, has died. Last night," she lowered her head and held back tears. "she walked down and laid her head on her brother’s shoulder. It was a big loss he was the most loved of vampires. He was kind to all vampires but he hated humans. He was a great fighter too; he didn’t show his age.
The meeting was over. Every one left. As they walked Ville noticed that girl walking. She looked at him and slipped away in to a crowd. "I am going to go home ok guys." Ville said slipping away. "Why, we were going to have a blood kiss?" Lolind begged in asking. "I don’t feel well, I’m going to go. See you guys tomorrow night." he said and slipped away trying to find that mystery girl. He weaves in and out of vampires until he finally saw her dirty blond hair. He ran up and grabbed her arm. "Hey, umm..." he started but did not know what to say. She smiled and then let out a small laugh. She grabbed his arms in return and pulled him along. She didn’t say any thing she just smiled. Ville could smell her sent of vanilla perfume. His eyes were fixed on her. Many vampires were flipping him off because he was running into them and tripping over them. She led him to a dark park that had not been seen for many years. She sat him down and still said nothing. "Why don’t you speak." Ville asked in amazement. She let out a hardy laugh, and she jumped at him and gave him a long romantic kiss. When she let go she bit his lip anda small line of blood filled the spot. She giggled. "Come on I want to show you something." she lead him to a big castle. It was maze of black stone and had demon gargoials the door and windows. Ville's eyes were amazed at what he had seen. "Is this you place." he asked looking up and the painted glass windows. "Hehe yeah it is." she said and opened the door. Inside there was a fountain of red water. The walls were tall, probably at least 15 feet high maybe even more. They were painted a dark shade of maroon that textured with another shade of paint. There were large iron cages along the wall. A black marble fireplace was in the middle of the far wall. On the mantle stood a large mirror. Ville's eyes were even more dazzled by all the furniture and animal skinned rugs and old masterful paintings on the wall. There was not electricity. All the light there was were scented candles of vanilla around the room. She led him to her bedroom. The bedding was lined with black velvet. The walls were dark blood red. She led him to her bed and threw him down. She took off her clothes then slowly took off his. She jumped on him and wrestled him around. Hours went by with endless love and pleasure.
They lay in bed next to each other; Ville was dozing off since they had stopped. She nibbled his ear lobe. He jumped up and yelped. The girl just laughed. "So what is your name anyway?" Ville asked sitting up looking for his clothes. "Its Damilya." she said putting a silk robe on. "Oh that a beautiful name. Mine is-" "Ville, yes I know." she said before he did. "Oh… how did you know?" he asked puzzled. "Oh... well um... I herd someone say your name before," she said unorganized and quickly. "Oh okay." Ville said getting his clothes that she has scattered about. “So, I better go the sun will be coming up in an hour." Ville said dressing and putting a fine line of black eyeliner on. He walked out almost getting lost in the huge castle. He hurried down to his lair. He called Lolind. "Do you who Damilya is?" he asked uncertain. "Yeah haha she the best in the bedroom." he said chuckling. "Wait you had sex with her too?" he said wide-eyed. "Haha yeah she was the special lady I had that one night." he said smiling. "Oh..." Ville said unpleased, his heart sank at the thought. "Hey I got to go, Hexina and I are going for one last blood kiss you want to come? Victoria is too," "No I have to think." Ville said and hung up.
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this was Edited By:cloude
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Posted on 06/20/2006 4:40 PM Comments (4)
June 18, 2006
We are the damned
She laid there next to him,dead and lifeless."aaww that was tasty,to bad she was beautiful.Its a shame the hot ones taste so ..good."Ville said wiping his mouth."yeah,it was lush."Victoria said smiling and a little bit of her fangs showed."but yet im still earing for more,shall we have another my love?"he ask holding his hand out."of course ,we shall.Should we call Hexina,and Lolind?"she said grabbing his hand."yes,I think there at the club,lets go and get them."they got up and started walking.Victoria put her hood up and.She was a tall woman,with pitch black hair.Her lips were red wine and her eyes cole black.Her sent was of cinimium.Her skin was pale and cold,but as soft as silk.Her voice was cold and evil.She wore a tight black body suite like how cat woman.She has a thing for cats.Ville had green eyes.His hair was a dark brown.His eyes were dark.He smiled like an angel.He wore a binie all the time and he was pale and soft.His voice was gentle but stern.They walked to the club.People knew that they were evil,they looked evil. so they hid in there homes as they saw them walk buy.They finally got to the club.Ville nocked on the door hard."password."a deep voice said."talisaia."Victoria said softly.It was an old word that no one used it meant "evil among".The man opined the door,he was very large and heavy set.The two walked in,looking around for the other two.They weaved in and out of dancing people.Lights flashing every were."Hexina,Lolind!!"They called out.Finally they spotted Lolind.He wasn't hard to fine.He was a small skinny boy.His hair was silver and shinney.his eyes a light grey blue.Hexina was a strong but thin girl.She had dark red hair and she pale as snow.Her eyes were yellow honey.She was gentle but if you got her mad you better back away.She was always cold so she wares a thin black jacket all the time.
"we were going to go for a blood kiss,do you want to come?"victoria asked them."yes,im so thirsty."Lolind said in a scratchy sick voice."he didn't eat yesterday."Hexina said shacking her head at him."hey I told you I was bissy,I had a little business with a special lady."he said proudly."well lets go then."Ville said earing them on."ok it wasn't that fun here any ways."Hexina said getting up.They left the club and started looking around for a good kill.Hexina flew up o a high roof top to get a better look.She spotted a group of punk teens.She jumped down at told the rest were to go.Ville hid in a tree,victoria on the roof above the kids,and Hexina and Lolind were blending in with the shadows.victoria jumped down right i the middle of the kids circle."hey baby were did you come from."a kid with a bunch of percings said.Victoria leaned in and whispered in his ear."Im going to give you a kiss...a blood kiss." They didn't know a blood kiss was a bite."ooo cant wait."the punk hissed.Ville jumped out of the tree and smiled.As his fangs showed the boys smile turned into a face of fear.Hexina walked in.Lolind circled around them slowly, staring them in the eyes."are you ready for that kiss?''Victoria hissed.She jumped in and pushed him down.Ville jumped on one of them and Hexina took on two.Lolind took the small one since he was week,he hadn't eaten for awhile.Hexina threw her head back and hammered her fangs in the boys neck.Lolind got up and wiped his mouth."that was good.Young and sweet." "that was fun,it filled me up too." hexina said after him."did you see his face when Ville smiled.HahahaPricless."Victoria said as she threw the kids lifeless body down."yeah that was a Kodak moment."Ville said smiling."Hey Ville,does Bam know yet?"Lolind ask out of no were."what?Oh no not yet."he said sadly."well isn't he sheepishly,that you don't come out in the day,and you are more dark and you try to hide your mouth?"Hexina said kicking a dead body."I don't know.I just think he will fear me after I tell him."he said frustrated."hhmm.Well we will figure it out sooner or later"Victoria said comforting."Oh did you guys hear,Damine and Hallid are calling a meeting.Tomorrow right after the sun sets."Lolind said breaking silence."no I didn't ,when did they tell?"Ville said narrowing his eyes."um it was posted at the club and at all the other vamp. bars and shit."He said lighting a cigaret."Oh,didn't see them."he said holding his hand out for a cancer stick."lets go,day is almost here."Victoria said putting dark sunglasses on.
hope you like it,haha thnxs to every one who helped me a little but!!
love you guys
Vam
Posted on 06/18/2006 9:46 PM Comments (12)
June 15, 2006
I rode with Ville all the way to the hospital.I was still crying I could not stop.I didn't want him to see me crying though.I hate it when people do.They rushed him to the emergency.They made me wait in the waiting room.Oh no the waiting room horrible memories.As I waited more and more,the more dark I got the more bad thoughts I had.Some how I kept feeling that Ville was dead that he wasnt going to come back.Sooner or later don't really know,every one else came.I herd them talking but I didn't pay attention all that was on my mined was Ville.I didn't care about travis if he got cought by the police or not.I just wanted Ville back in my arms safe and sound.I stared at the ground the hole time.I was afraid if I looked up that every one would see me crying.my tears were cold not warm like usual. don't know why.This wasn't suppose to happen again.I thought every thing was going good ,but instead it got even worse.Hours went by.it seamed exactly like when we were in Rumania.It was so hard,I felt like leaving but I didn't want to be gone when they came out.I think Kayla was talking to me couse she sat next to me and I herd some stuff like"hes ok,don't worry"and yeah.
Finally the doctor came out."he has a blood clog,but we can get that out easy.We found the bullet and he is going to live.He was lucky it just missed an important origin."the doctor said so more things but I didn't hear all i really herd was "he is going to live".A smile of relief came across me.I saw Bam and Jussi jump up and dance around.Kayla and Aishya were crying tears of joy.It seamed like I could breathe easier.We decided to celebrate,we went out to Zamoras.Ville was way out of it and the doctor said we could not see him today since he had to rest for surgery tomorrow to remove the blood clogs.I went out and I felt so alive.We all got drunk and partied all night.I got way drunk.I was giving Kayla piggy backs and we all got on each others shoulders and kept falling over.Every one was staring at us,don't blame them.But if they knew why we were so happy they would understand.That night I slept so sound and sweet.I woke up feeling fresh.Me and Kayla hurried and ate then went to the hospital.They had already got the blood clog out.I sneaked into his room and sat down.He was still sleeping.I sat on his bed and held his hand ever so gently.I stared at him sleeping and all meaning to life seamed to be lost.My eyes glared with lush as my heart beated a song of love.He slowly opened his eyes and softly said,"am I in hell?" haha we laughed."your in the hell on earth and I am the devil on earth,666."Kayla said laughing.Ville sat up and he was smiling."so when do I get out of this hell whole." the nurse walked in and looked at him funny."why are you so happy you just got shot."Bam said walking in with Jussi."couse I got a surprise."ville said smiling bigger."ooohh yeah huh."Bam said smiling too.Us girls were totally confused.Befour we knew it Ville was out of bed and the boys got down on one knee and pulled a small velvet box out of there pocket."Vam","Kayla","Aishya" the boys said smiling wide."Will you marry us?"
the last one
My heart skiped a beat,and I begain to cry hot tears of joy."YES!!"I yelled and jumped into his arms,and we fell back on top of each other."Kayla and Aishya were in Bam and Jussis arms too,Bam looked over"you realy need to be into the porn biss. and if you do can I be the camera man?"we ingnored him and fell into a deep kiss forgeting the world around us.We were so over joyed I chouldnt sit still.Ville was able to get out of the hosptiale since he revcovered very fast.We went out and celabrated.We dressed out and went to a nice resterant that was very expensive."this place remindes me when you asked us out."Kayla said looking around."yeah it does"I said and sighed happly.We went to mine and Kaylas and watched movies all through the night.None of us wanted to get up couse we were all in each others arms.We held on tight to each other so close we chould hear each others hearts beating softly.I knew from now on we whould be happy no more drama like we had,every one happy and well.
About a couple months went by and it was the day.We were all geting married on the same day.Instead of a white gown we had a beautiful dark lushes red dress.Red roses pettles scatered every ware.Our hearts were pounding.But we chould not stop smiling.We knew after today nothing whould be the same,every thing whould change for the good.Our minded were racing but we seamed so calm.I felt sad also becouse myfather was not here to give me away.I wanted him to walk me down the isle.Instead I asked Lauri to walk me down,since he was there when I was siting in my room with a knife in my hand holding it to my wriste,and when I was so sad becouse my child hood dog had died.He was there through alot of the hard times.Well yeah anways.my mom came in and took a good look at us,she was kind of disponted we did not do the white dress and all.With brightcolered floures and fabrics.She begane to cry "I cant belive my daughters are all grown and are geting married,"she always called Aishya and Kayla her duaghters.
I herd the music played(we didnt have that wedding music) and I saw Lauri and he held his arm out.Kayla and Aishya were right behinde us.My heart beated faster then it did befor.I never felt so happy.I saw Ville Bam and Jussi and the end of the isle.My eyes grew wide at the sight of them.I was breathing stongly.I looked over at my mom she was crying her eyes out,as was many other women.I looked over at Lauri and I sware I saw a tear .He looked over and smiled at me.It was the end of the line and I gave Lauri a kiss and Kayla Aishhya andI went on Ville Bam and Jussis arm,We said our vouls and all that stuff thats in weddings."I do" us girls said at the same time"bla bla bla(what the pretste person says)"the preist satded."I do."the boys said smiling wide."I now pronounce you husbands and wifes,you may kiss the brides" and we all leaned in and went into a deep kiss that latsed for hhmm bout 40 seconds.We finaly let go and ran of to our limos so we chould go to the reseption.We had a blast we played games and drank a tun and jumpted onto the pool they had there.Me and Ville chould not stop staring at each other.I dont think one time we did not smile.We held hands non stop.Kayla and Bam too,also Aishya and Jussi.This was the best night of my life.The party ended and we left for our honey moon.
We went to the bahamas.We had a night to remember our first night there.Lush and pleasure all night.Every night non stop pleasure.We went back home after about a week.We all got out own houses and still we had a keyto every ones home.we still watched movie together and went to Zamroas and got drunk.We hanged with eachother and messed around.Our friendships never changed.It was all like befor just we were married.
We were married about a month and we were over at Bams and Kaylas house.Me and Ville weer on the ground laying on top of each other.We stared into each others eyes."any one want a beer?"Bam said geting up."yeah."we all said."I will get popcorn Ville saud and he got up.We herd them talking in there and mummbling but we chould not tell what they were saying.Bam came back in the room and was looking at me,I glared at him and he just smiled.Ville came in and layed on top of me.We fell asleep over there and Ville was still on me when I woke up.I slipted out from under him and I started Breakfast(we treated each others house like it was our own and knew it like our own).Bam woke up next(surprisingly) it was 6 am and I knew Ville whould not get up soon or Aishya.Well eather whould Jussi Kayla might though."Whoa,Ville sure loves you." he said siting down."yeah I know."I said smiling."like I said befor,HE REALY LOVES YOU."He said a little lowder."what are you doing,trying to wake them up?"I said,I get grumpy in the mornings."vam,he loves you more than anything,last night when we were geting drinks,he was love struck and he was so kyper he was talking about you non stop he would not shut up."he said grabing my shoulders."he...was?" "yeah he was." Bam said as Kayla walked in.After a few minuts Ville walked in.I gvae him a long kiss I felt so in love right then."whoa hehe what did you put in your coffee?"he said smiling."nothing."I said and smiled.We all got dresses and ate then we went out.It felt like old times.Like just a couple months ago when we first rely tol each other we were in love.Just like the tiome they asked us out.Like the good times in Romania.Like the times we watched movies all night and when me and Bam ahd those pranck wars.When we all were there for each other no matter what happened.Every thing was perfect.I was so in love with Ville,we were all even better friends,we all were happy and it seamed like we chould do any thing.We were so,so happy.And we all lived Happly Ever After.
THE END
Posted on 06/15/2006 10:13 PM Comments (8)
June 14, 2006
We all went home later that night.I went to bed early I did not feel to well.I almost fell asleep when my phone rang."hello?"I answered.No one spoke all I herd was some one hang up.I fell asleep when the phone rang again.This time there was breathing."who the hell is this?"I yelled then they hanged up.The phone rang again,"what the fuck do you want?"I screamed."I want you,why did you leave me?Why,why?What did I do besides love you?I want you Vam I need you."it was Travis."Travis ,what are you doing?"I sighed."tomorrow I will see you,don't you think you can get away from me this time."and he hanged up.I ran into the kitchen were Kayla was."KAYLA!!TRAVIS KEEPS CALLING ME.my eyes were wide and frightened."WHAT??!!! Ok we need to call Ville,what did he say."she said grabbing the phone.":he said like,why did i leave him and he said that tomorrow he will come or something."I said pancaked.After she called Ville he came running over."Hun,what did he say about tomorrow."he said putting his arm around me."he said he is coming to get me and i cant get away this time or something like that..."I said looking scared."ok ,I am not going to leave you alone.Im spending the night kayla ok.Tomorrow you are going to be surrounded by us."he said giving me a hug."Im not going to let you get hurt by that maniac,now lets get some sleep."he said and pulled me up and we went in the room.Kayla stayed up all right watching TV and all this stuff on the computer.
***I was running in the woods,ruining for dear life.I looked behind me and he was still there with an long shot gun in his hand.I tripped over a route sticking out of the ground.I laded there on the ground,and he stepped over me."i told you,you can run but you cant hide"he said shaking his head,his voice was so bitter and hard,deep and evil.He cocked his gun and shoved it into my mouth,he pulled it out ."aw,I aint going to kill ya like that,hun."he said then turned away.I felt relived,but suddenly he turned back and shot me!!***I woke up all damp I was sweating like a pig."You ok darling?"Ville said lifting his head."yeah ,just had that dream again.What time is it?"I said as my eyes still glazed with fright."its 4 am."he said looking at the clock.I laid my head back down on Villes chest.I herd his heart pounding fast."hun,did you have a dream?"I asked him."yeah,I did."he said closing his eyes."what was it?"I asked"um...well.I cant rember."he was a liar he did."Liar."I whispered in his ear."well i dreamed that well....I got shot and I went back to a hospital."his heart beated louder and faster.We both fell back asleep.I woke up and Ville was still asleep.I slipped out of his arms and took a shower.While I was in the shower he came in."I told you I wasn't going to leave you."he said and sat down."I smiled as I peeked out of the curtain.I got out and Villes mouth droped.his eyes shined and moved like snaked across my body.I raised my eye brows at him."hehe brings back sweet memories."he said tuning out.I rolled my eyes at him.I got dressed and all.I went out and every one was there already.They all new bout Travis cuz kayla already told them.We diced to stay over at our house today.
We were going to make cookies but we had no eggs or much sugar.But the boys wined and begged and Ville and Bam had a big fuss over it so Kayla went out to go get some at the store.We waited for awhile and Bam was getting very eager so he called Kayla up"were are you babe?"he wined."I had to stop off at my work cuz I forgot to say I wasn't coming in today."she said driving along."OOOHHH,hurry please.!"Bam pleaded "Ok man,bye love ya."they said and hanged up.We waited for along time for Kayla to come back,FINALY we herd her nock.I guess she got a lttile more than eggs and sugar.I ran and opens the door....but it wasn't Kayla.Standing in the doorway was Travis."What are you doing here?"I demanded."I came to take you.From your chains that man has you in."he said smirking."WHAT I am never going with you."i yelled.Every one herd us so they came ruining in.Right when Ville saw him he paused.His eyes glared with hate at the evil in the doorway.I looked back at Ville.My heart was torn."so this is the man you so call...love."he said evilly and sarcastically."Vam,come with me now."he demanded."NO!!!Never will I go into to your arms again."I screamed."you said you loved me once,why not now?" "that was a long time ago I despise you now."I said shaking my head."fine if that's how you will be I can compromise."he said turning his back.He turned around and a gun was pointing towards us."come with me or I will shoot him."he said slowly earing the gun to Ville."Wait!!"I yelled.My heat was racing I panicked,I didn't know what to do.I froze I tried to speak but my voice muted."COME NOW!!!" he yelled."I...I.."I began.I started towards travis when...he squeezed the trigger and--shot...Ville."NO!!!!!!"I yelled and ran to his side."Bam call the police,call the hospitable,"I yelled,Bam froze his legs stiffened as his heart raced."BAM,NOW!!!!"I yelled."Vam..."Ville said softly."sshh,don't speaks you are going to be ok,darling"I paused and my voice shacked."your going to be ok."I said beginning to cry as my heart fell.By then Jussi had Travis pinned down.Kayla walked up not knowing what had happed,she walked in the door and screamed.aAs I looked at Ville laying there on the ground my eyes were full of freezing tears.As I watched the light leave him I shredded tears for sorrow.The abulence finally came.The rushed him out to the hospitable.NO why did this happen again why did it have to happen to him?My love.Why does it always happen to me?! NO I CANT DO THIS AGAIN!!!! WHY ME,WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS SORROW??!!!! This was to unbearable.But i could not leave Ville.This is when he needs me most.But its so hard for me to do that.?If Ville dies what's the point of me living??What's the point of going on??WHY?
ok this one was realy hard,hope you liked it
onley two more left after this one!!!Then my new one will be out its called We Are The Damned!!
luv you guys<3Vam
Posted on 06/14/2006 1:28 PM Comments (7)
June 12, 2006
We all fell asleep.Bam and Kayla in eachothers arms,as of Jussi and Aishya and Me and Ville.***I was running in the woods,runing for dear life.I looked behinde me and he was still there with an long shot gun in his hand.I triped over a rute sticking out of the groung.I laied there on the ground,and he steped over me."i told oyu,you can run but you cant hide"he said shaking his head,his voice was so bitter and hard,deep and evil.He cocked his gun and shuved it into my mouth,he pulled it out ."aw,I aint going to kill ya like that,hun."he asid then tunrned away.I felt relived,but sudenly he turned back and shot me!!***I woke up screaming.I looked around and looked at myself,"I am ok haha it was a dream"i said touching my face."what the fuck..."Aishya said looking up."are you ok hun?"Ville said looking at me worried."yeah just a dream."I said laying back into him."well i cant fall back asleep."Bam said geting up and walking into the bathroom.I walked ont the kitchen and started breakfast."hun,ill do it you go and rest."Ville said trying to take over."no,I am ok tnaks though." "babe,I want to please,go and rest."he said and grabed the pan."ok if you instist?"i said and gave him a kiss.There was a nock on the door,"here is a package for you guys"hje man said.WAIT!!!!!That voice,it sounded like the man in my dream,bitter and hard deep and evil.I paused.The man left and e gave me a look,that no man can repete.When Kayla cloed the door I was still stairing at it."you ok there hun?"Kayla said looking at me."oh,yeah im ok."I said looking away from the door. We ate and then we left.We whent to Zamoras(even though we just ate).We were talking and all when I got a call."were are you,I miss you why dont you come back to me,I am geting a job in paris,come with me"It was my ex-boyfriend...UUGGHHH."What why are you calling me,we were over along time ago.Just leave me the fuck alone!!!"i alomst sreamed into the phone.Befor I knew it Bam and Ville and Jussi had my phone.They were cussing him out and who knows what they realy said."haha,thanks guys.I hope he stops calling me/"I said with a sigh."he wont haha.'bam said giving Ville a high five.We had a few drinks and we went out to the park.We got realy bored so we went to Bams and swam."hey guys who is that man?"I said noticing him when i passed the window.Bam looked out,"I dont know he was out there when we pulled up."he said looking out."oh..."I said walking and sat down next to Ville.We just hanged for awhile and got bored agian.So we went to the mall.We waled in and I looked back,THERE WAS THAT MAN!!!!"ville ,hun.There is that man,this is freaking me out here."I said grasping on his jacket."hey,guys.They man is here."Ville told the rest.We all looked back and the man looked away .We walked around went into a couple stores and every were we went that man was close by."Ok,I feel realy uncomfortable now."I said leaning into Ville."dont worry huin,he cant do any thing to you,Ill make sure of it."ville said smileing down at me."I hope."I said looking around.The man seamed to get closer every minute."Guys look he is stille there and closer now."I said wakyish."I dont like thi,I dont like it at all."I said shaking my head."yeah lets go tis man id creepy."Kayla said agreeing."yeah im with ya."sudenly Aishya poped up. We went to Jussis place and had lunch."who do you think he is?''Aishya asked as we ate."probley some guy that doesnt like that fact thatwe were there,probley thinks were going to kill some one."Bam sugjested."hm i dont know he looked like he wanted to be with us."Jussi interupted."hm can we stop talking about it?"I asked unsetled."yeah sure,whats wrong."Ville asked puting his hand on my shoulder."I just dont feel right."I said geting a mouthfull of food."ok we will stop."Aishya said geting some more food."so what do you guys want to do?"Kayla said shruging his shoulder."uuumm...."We all kinda said.We were kinda queite for a moment."when is ,your dads funeral?"bam asked breaking sielence."oohh....I dont realy know."I said feeling my throught burn and my voice kinda weekend.Kayla hit Bam across the head,and she sielently wispered to him,"why whould you ask her that.?" he just shruged."Its ok,I need to face the fact he isnt always going to be there."I said trying to smile.I felt weired out of a sudden.I just got drawn to te window,I looked out and there was that man AGIAN!!!."VILLE!!!!!!!!!!"I screamed."WHAT WHATS WRONG!!"He said runing in."there he is."I said pointing at the window walking back slowly.Every one else ran in.Ville looked out the window and his loooked mad."who is he?"Kayla said kind of hiding behinde Bam."Ville,Jussi lets go out there and see who he is."Bam said geting them togther.They went out and walked towards the man.He started to back up and tryed to run but Bam cought him."WHO YHE HELL ARE YOU!?"Bam demanded."I am Willuse Dellyoy,I was hiered by some guy to fallow you guys around"he said nervously."By who?"Ville said more settle."Travis Helrige..I think.He said you guys have his girlfriend or something"he said pushing Bams hand off him."Wha girl?"Jussi asked."Vab or Van or something lke that."he said looking around."VAM!?"Ville blurted."yeah thats it Vam.He said that she was being held agianst her will to be with some man name Villa or valo or somthing."he said more settled.Villes eyes grew dark and hard."Ville you ok?"Bam said puting his hand on him."yeah im fine."he said pushing his hand off."you can leave,but never fallow us again ,ok."Ville said sterly."yeah,yeah I was onley doing what i was told."he said and ran off.The boys walked inside and Ville still looked pissed."Who was he?"Kayla asked."he was hired to fallow us,by Vams ex-boyfriend."bam said looking right at me."whats wrong hun?"i asked Ville."yeah,just ...ah...its hard to explaine."said confused."ok,you dont have to talk bout it."i said and went to get him a drink.

hope you liked it the next one will be a good one...i hope haha
luv you guys
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Posted on 06/12/2006 5:16 PM Comments (3)
June 10, 2006
The next day me and Ville went to my moms.I haven't been over there since Christmas.She didn't know me and Ville were...together."Hey mama!!!"I ran up and gave her a hug and kiss.Ville gave her a kiss and hug too."Hello Nina and Ville,were is every one else?"ok my real name is nina but yeah."Its Vam ma,oh they had work..."i said with a sigh."Oh and you and Ville don't.She said pushing my nose in."ma,me and Ville are seeing each other now."I said eating her cookies she made."OOOHHHHH!!!!!That's so sweet I always knew you two would,even when you were little you had a thing for each other.I remember when Ville always tried to look up your dress....when you use to ware them"She said smiling with her rosy cheeks up.We looked at each other."He did ,did he."I said raising a eye brow up."I was young and ceriouse."he said putting his arm around me."curiosity killed the cat,in this case the Ville."I said with a smirk.We talked and chated for awhile."ma,who shot dad?"I said and it went silent for a moment."it was a robber at the store you father went to.Your dad tried to calm the man down and he shot him,with all the cruellty in his soul."she said sadly and with anger.I never herd her voice go like that befor,its usually soft and sweet.The room when silent for awhile."any one want pie?"she said trying to smile."yeah,that sound good."Ville said rubbing his stumic for some reason."yes ,thank you."I said still with a sad gloom on my face.We had some pie and it had gotten late."we better get goin...nina"Ville said .I looked ar him and shook my head.We gave ma a hug and kiss and left.
On the way home I felt woosy and sick.Ville had to pull over for me to throw up."You ok hun?he asked concerned."um ...what's it look like?"i said sadistically,but i didn't want to it just came out,he looked at me sadly."oh im sorry babe,I didn't mean it like that I just...it just came out."I said and felt horrible."yes,i know darling"he said sweetly with a smile.We went home to my place,and Bam and Jussi were laying on the couches.Since we all had a key to every ones house haha."hey guys."I said walking in the door."were is Kayla and Aishya."Aishya is at work and Kayla is renting a movie."Jussi said closing his eyes."oh ok."I said and felt weird again,sick.I ran to the bathroom and pewked."VILLE!!!"I yelled.He ran in."WHAT WHAT."He yelled wildly."you know the night in the hot tub?" "haha yeah."he said smirking."well i think we should of used protection."i said"why?"he said confused."I think i might be pregnant."I said getting up from the flour."what, why?he said weirdly."well..."I didn't want to have to explain."do you have a pregnancy test?"he asked."No not here."i said feeling queazy."Ill go get one you know that one were it says the first septum they'll catch it."He said walking out to leave."were you going?"Bam asked."Ill be back ,ok"he said leaving out the door.I walked out the bathroom."what's with Ville?"Bam asked me confused."i think i might be pregnant so he went to get a test."I said walking in the kitchen.There mouths dropped."WHAT!!??"Jussi yelled."yeah i know,that's why i taking a test and all to be sure,you know i don't think im ready to have a kid."I said frustrated."well,we will see."Bam said walking into the kitchen.
After awhile Ville came running in the door."I got it now take it ,take it."He said hpyerly."ok ok ok."I said and grabbed it and went into the bathroom.I took the test and came out."so..."Ville said impatiently."Its....negative."I said kind of happily.Ville sighed."...ok that's good,I don't think I am ready for a child."he said reliefed.''yeah i know that's exactly how I feel."I said and gave him a hug.Kayla walked in and we were all around the bathroom door"what's going on?"she said puzzled."oh...Vam thought she might be pregnant."Bam ran up and gave her a hug."WHOA IS SHE?!"She said exited."Nope."Bam said back."So,what cha get?"Jussi said breaking in."oh I got IT."she said bringing it out of the bag."ooooo"Bam said grabbing it."when does Aishya come back?"I asked."She should be real soon."Kayla said looking at the clock.Belive it or not Aishya walked in the door."AISHYA VAM IS PREGNANT!!!"Bam yelled out loud."NO I AM NOT YOU LITTLE PANA!!!"I yelled back."...um ok.."she said sitting down."were going to watch IT."Jussi said and sat next to her and put his arm around her."Oh no,I HATE CLOWNS!!"she said scared."don't worry I will protect you."Jussi said kissing her cheek."hehe I know."She said sweetly.Me and Ville got popcorn and Bam got drinks."what would you do if you were pregnant?"Ville said getting bowls out."Oh,I don't know really."I said helping him."eather do I"he said putting his arms around my waists.Bam walked in and just standed there."are you sure you don't want to be in the porn biss.?"he asked the smiled."hhmm..what do you think hun,new moves?"I said smiling."hhmm sounds good to me."he said and smiled back.He gave me a sweet kiss and we went to watch the movie.Aishya had her head buries into Jussis' chest.Through half of it.Ville and I were laying on the ground together huddled up in a blanket cuz Bam turned the heat off for the effect.I looked up and Ville and he looked down at me"are you ok?"he whispered"yeah,im great."I said and smiled.He smiled back and kissed me.
Posted on 06/10/2006 9:30 PM Comments (4)
June 8, 2006
It was my mom.She had said my dad died last night,he was...shot,my heart sunk.When I hanged the phone up I was quite,and I slowly sheded a tear."who was that?What happened?"Bam said confused."it..was my ma,my dad.....is..dead...he got shot."I said between tears and with a soft shaky voice.Every one eyes fell dark.My dad was like a dad to all of them,since he was my adopted dad.Yes I was adopted ,ok.He treated all of us like his own.He was a father to all of us.He use to take us rides in his plane that he had.HE would let us ride the horses that he had on his farm.We lived on a farm,he tought me to take care of animals ans crops and most of all myself.He was kind and gentle,he would never raise his voice to us.He would never hurt us...like my real parents.We all were raised by them it seamed like.They always were there to help us.Now that my dad was gone it would never bee that same,no holidays would be the same.Ville came behinds me and put his arms around me,Aishya was in Jussis arms and Kayla in Bams,we all were crying .It was a sad day for us,that whole day I felt sad and gloom.Like I would never be cheerful again.Every one was looking at us,but they had no idea what had just happed.If I wasn't so sad I would kill the next person to look at us weird.
While we were on the plane all I thought of was my dad.All the old memories we had together.I think every one was thinking of him,we all had memories together.But I had the most,I think it hurt me the most since he was the one who saved me along with my mom.All my friends had great parents that were there own,were there birth parents.I did but they abused me they hurt me.I was tooken away and put in a orphanage.Then my mother and father came and saved me.I thought of that time when,my dad took me and they boys out on the woods and played army and had edventers and all.We would be out there for horse.Or when he took us girls out for ice cream every Saturday.He would always make us snow cones in the summer.He tought us how to live,how to be free.The more I thought of him the more I got sadder and sorrowfull.I tried to stop and think about last night or something but I couldn't.All i seamed to see when i closed my eyes was him.Every thing reminded me of him!!!I felt sick,I felt like I was going to throw up my heart.Then it hit me,HE GOT SHOT!!!!! He got shot?By who,why?Why didn't i ask so i could kill the man who did it!!!!!The thought of the person(who ever it was)Made me even sicker.I never felt so ill,so angry and so sad before,And it was all at the same time.I felt it coming up.I ran to the bathroom and pewked my guts out.Ville came running after me"Whoa are you ok Vam?"he said as he opened the door."um...no"I said wiping my mouth.I herd Bam come in"is she ok?"He asked worriedly(wow he is worried)."I dont think so,this is to hard on her,she has had a real hard week and now this uugghh thats got to be so hard on her."he said he said horrified.I walked back to my seat.Every one was looking at me ,they should mined there own,I would of gave them the finger but I felt so week to even do that.
We finally were home.I had some trouble walking,I don't know why.Its not like I was so sick that I couldn't.I just felt so week and dizzy.We went over to mine and Kaylas.We were all very tiered none of us got sleep for along time.I choult fall asleep.None of us could to much was on our minds.Dad was,he was the only thing I thought of.He decided to watch a movie.We watched nightmare on 13th street.it was an old movie but it was good.I liked it.i really didn't feel like being close to any one so I sat on a chairs alone.Ville looked worried or something."any one want popcorn?"Aishya said said getting up."what kind of question is that of course we do."Bam said loudly."I get some drink."I said getting up.I went in the kitchen with Aishya."are you ok,Vam?"She said as she got the popcorn out."I don't know any more,I don't realy care either."I said sadly."well we care."she said with sad eyes."yeah,I know just so much has happened already and now this,I just cant take it .Its like im not suppose to be happy or something."I said poring drinks.I could tell Bam and Jussi were trying to hear what we were saying."Well what ever happens you got to get through,think of the positives,it the easyest way to get through."she said looking into my eyes."yeah I know its just difficult to."I said as I pored the last drink."yes,I know"She said as we walked into the other room.Every one was not realy paying attention to the movie we all had our own small conversations with each other during it.After the movie I didn't feel like going anywhere or anything.Every one was in the kitchen eating and all ,I went in my room and mourned.I herd a nock on the door.Ville came in and sat next to me.I turned on my side.He laid down and put his arm around me."are you ok,why don't you come out and join us?"he said laying his head on mine."I don't know I just don't feel alright."I said turning around and looked at him."do you want me to go?"he said getting up."um...im going to come out and get a drink."i said and got up."ok,lets go."put his hand out.I grabbed it and we walked out in each others arms.We all were quite."why don't we share memories we have of papa?"Jussi asked us all."yeah that should help us all."Aishya said trying to sound happy."I remember that time when Kayla broke her arm and he walked her 2 miles to the doctors ,chouse the car was broke."Bam said smiling."I remembered when we all went to the carnavile and he bought us every thing we wanted."Ville said sweetly."I loved it when he took out for icecream,just the girls every Saturday,and mine would always fall and he would give me his"Kayla said with relief."remember Vam and Ville,use to always play with the cows and light fireworks on there tails and he would just laugh with them,he never got mad."Bam said hitting Ville shoulder.We went on sharing things we remembered,some how that realy helped me,I think he didnt want us to be sad,instead to remember him and put him in peace.
Posted on 06/08/2006 2:28 PM Comments (8)
June 6, 2006
 "he is going to be ok,we ran into a couple of problems but we got through.He is going to have to stay a night so we are sure he is ok."The doctor said smiling.A sudden gasp of relief came out of us all."when cane we see him!!!??" Bam demanded."Later tonight."He said leaving the room."NOW!!"Bam yelled out.Kayla grabbed him and sat him down."sshh Bam be patient."she said calming him down."He still has to recover from the sugary he is still out of it right now."he said then left.Bam got up again and almost followed the doctor to start something but Kayla stopped him.They all left for dinner.I stayed I still didn't feel like eating.the nurse said I could go in.I went in and laid next to him."Hey enkeli,how you feeling?"I said grabbing his hand and kissed him."Better than ever,I am well now we can leave this hell on earth."he said smiling and kissed me back,and we fell into a deep kiss that never seamed to end and I didn't want it to either.We got interrupted with Bam jumping on us."you little assi!"I yelled then kicked him.It all seamed like how it use to be,me and Bam fighting all of us friends again."Whoa Vam you don't looks so good."Ville suddenly blurted out."yeah realy did you eat?"Jussi asked right after Ville."Im fine."I said getting up from the bed."vam hun,you got to get well again,I don't want you to get sick."Ville said grabbing my hand."Im fine,just forget about this."I said walking out of the room.Ville got right out of bed befor any one noticed."Vam,you don't relies what you are doing.You think in your mind you are fine and well,but in reality you are not.I don't want you to get sick."He said lifting my face up by my chin."I am ok i am not going to get sick ,ill eat tonight ok."I said pulling him into a hug."What are you doing out of bed?!"the nurse yelled from across the room."none of your mind,just mined your own lady."he said letting go of me then grabbing my hand and pulled me back in the room.
The night is late.Every one left,but I stay of course."are you going to eat?"Ville asked sleepily."If I remember."I said siting on the edge of the bed."please do...''he said drifting off into a sleep.I climbed up next to him.I looked at the venting machine in the room out side and thought,am I hungry?I didn't go out and get something,I just layed there looking at it.The night went by fast.Ville woke up at 6:00 am,early for him."Hey babe,did you sleep well?"he asked me opening his eyes."I didnt sleep."I said turning my head."oh,what did you eat last night?"he said getting up."Oh..um...well"I started"you didnt eat did you?"he said getting his things.for he could leave today."im sorry,I will today."I said getting up."yeah,I know."he said with a sigh."do you have your cell phone?"he asked getting changed out of that hospital gown they made him ware."yeah I will call and tell them to come over then we will leave,ok huny."i said grabbing it out of my pocket.it was off i forgot i turned it off that time I left to the church.I turned it on ad it said "10 missed calls"whoa one was my ex-boyfriend,I thought he wouldn't call any more..I decide not to think about it and i called kayla and told them to come over."you look very tiered"Kayla said walking in."yeah i know i could not sleep."I said looking at my self in the mirror."did you eat?"Aishya asked right away."no she didn't."Ville said looking at me."Oh,lets go eat then."she said smiling.We checked Ville out and left the a bar.I had a beer and some of Kaylas chicken.I still was not hungry but I ate so they would stop worreing about it.
We had to leave the next day,we didn't get to go to the castle and every thing.Our last night me and Vile went out to the pool and fooled around all night.Every one else came down after they had some wine at the bar.We played around until the front desk man came and said we had to keep it down.So we just chilled in the hot tub.Aishya and Jussi decided to go in our room and well haha you know what I mean.Kayla and Bam went in the other and Ville and I stayed in the hot tub for it.that night was the best sex I had ever had with any one.We didn't relies but a little boy was watching us he was about 10.He seamed to be staring at me chest haha maybe couse it was bare and every thing.Sooner or later he left.I herd my phone ring,it was Kayla asking when we would be back couse she didn't want to be interupted,I just said well be gone all night."why are you so tense?"Ville asked me while he was rubbing my back after we decided we were to tired for more."Its been a long week,Ive had a lot of stress."I said as I yawned."Oh,well you seam real tiered."he said puling me into his arms."yes,I am"I said closing my eyes.I fell asleep.I woke up and every one was in the pool room with us.They had gotten my stuff and we left.We got the air port and my phone wrang...
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June 4, 2006
The nurse came in with Villes food.HE didn't want to eat it but the nurse made him."I sawre when i m well im going to kill that lady."he said watching her leave.Every one else came back from lunch,they brought me some food."Im not hungry."I said pushing it away."Vam,you need to eat,you haven't for a long time or sleep."Aishya begged of me."Im fine."I said with weakness in my voice."wait you'r not eating ,Vam?"Ville said looking at me puzzled."Im fine ,im ok just dont think about it dont worry."I said shaking my head."Vam,I dont want you to get sick its not healthy."he said squeezing m hand.I was about to talk when the doctor came in."He is going to have to go in for sergary".he said sadly.No,it did not come to this he is not that sick,is he?My eyes fell.Every one was looking at me I guess they could her my heart pound or I was crying.It was so hard for me to get the idea of Ville that sick into my head.I just had to go some were again.This time I didn't want them to find me.I ran into the waiting room and left them a note saying,"Im sorry I had to leave i cant take,tell Ville i love him,ill be back when im ready dont come for me ok.Luv you guys,love vam"I ran out and walked around,after awhile I found an old catholic church,I went inside and sat on there benches.Ville isn't sick he is fine,the doctors just want money that's all,there thefts there evil,its all the doctors fault they made him this way.My phone rang,how dumb am I not to turn it off."hello/"I said ."vam were are you."it was Kayla."I said ill be back when im ready just dont worry."I said then hanged up and turned my phone off.I sat there for along time,just thinking.Then I diced to go back.
I went back and every one was out in the waiting room."why arnt you with him?"I said walking in."every one jumped up."hey Vam were did you go?"Bam said putting his hand on my shoulder."some were,but why arnt you with him?"I said strongly."he wanted to be alone for awhile,he said when you come back dont come in until he wants you to."the nurse said interrupting."Oh, ok why though?"I said kind of shocked."He needed to think I guess."She said shrugging her shoulders."ok then,thank you."I said sitting down."want to get something to eat?"Jussi offered me."No im not hungry."I said putting my head on Kaylas shoulder."you sure,you have not eaten for awhile and usually you eat allot."He said surprised."No I am fine."I said patiently."how bout a beer?"He asked."No im ok."I said a little annoyed.Every one looked at me like i had crabs crawling out of my ear."Whoa that's a shocker!"Bam yelled"guys come on im ok just dont worry."I eareged them."ok."Jussi said with a sigh."so when does he have to go for surgery?"I asked them."tomorrow in the morning I think."Kayla said with a sigh too.Every one turned sad when that came up.Aishya squeezed Jussis hand tighter.No one spoke after that."we better get back to the hotel its late."Bam said getting up."Ok."Aishya and jussi got up."Vam,you coming?"Aishya asked putting her hand out."No im staying."i said lifting my head up."Ok if you say."She said as they left.The nurse said I could go in.I went in and Ville looked very tiered."Hey heila how you doing?"I said sitting next to him."Im tiered,but..."he drifted off into a sleep.I laid next to him all night,staying up just to watch him breath,just to see him smile in his sleep.I held his hands and they were so cold.I laid my head on his chest and herd his heart beat slow and steady.Watched him sleep sound and sweet.
Morning raised and the horrible time will come soon.Every one came back they had eaten early so they could come right away."Did you sleep?"Bam asked walking in,"no..."I said quietly ,Ville was still asleep."did you eat?"Kayla asked right after him "No''I said looking at the beauty that is Ville.Every one sat down and did not talk.Ville woke up and looked paler than ever.The nurse came in and said we had to leave - it was time.I was very hesitant on leaving.I just could not belive he had to go already,that he was ready that sick,and it was not just the doctors wanting money.I gave him a hug and kiss,I held his hand all the way to the ER .When I had to let go I held tighter ,they finally got me to leave him.I waked slowly to the waiting room.I sat down in a coner and did not talk.No one left,not even to eat,we all stayed.Hours went by and still nothing.A nurse walked out bam demanded her to tell us what was going on.I did not want to hear.I didt even want to know what he had that was wrong.Still hours and nothing came.We waited and waited,when finally the doctor came out...
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