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We all fell asleep.Bam and Kayla in eachothers arms,as of Jussi and Aishya and Me and Ville.***I was running in the woods,runing for dear life.I looked behinde me and he was still there with an long shot gun in his hand.I triped over a rute sticking out of the groung.I laied there on the ground,and he steped over me."i told oyu,you can run but you cant hide"he said shaking his head,his voice was so bitter and hard,deep and evil.He cocked his gun and shuved it into my mouth,he pulled it out ."aw,I aint going to kill ya like that,hun."he asid then tunrned away.I felt relived,but sudenly he turned back and shot me!!***I woke up screaming.I looked around and looked at myself,"I am ok haha it was a dream"i said touching my face."what the fuck..."Aishya said looking up."are you ok hun?"Ville said looking at me worried."yeah just a dream."I said laying back into him."well i cant fall back asleep."Bam said geting up and walking into the bathroom.I walked ont the kitchen and started breakfast."hun,ill do it you go and rest."Ville said trying to take over."no,I am ok tnaks though."   "babe,I want to please,go and rest."he said and grabed the pan."ok if you instist?"i said and gave him a kiss.There was a nock on the door,"here is a package for you guys"hje man said.WAIT!!!!!That voice,it sounded like the man in my dream,bitter and hard deep and evil.I paused.The man left and e gave me a look,that no man can repete.When Kayla cloed the door I was still stairing at it."you ok there hun?"Kayla said looking at me."oh,yeah im ok."I said looking away from the door.
 
 
 
 We ate and then we left.We whent to Zamoras(even though we just ate).We were talking and all when I got a call."were are you,I miss you why dont you come back to me,I am geting a job in paris,come with me"It was my ex-boyfriend...UUGGHHH."What why are you calling me,we were over along time ago.Just leave me the fuck alone!!!"i alomst sreamed into the phone.Befor I knew it Bam and Ville and Jussi had my phone.They were cussing him out and who knows what they realy said."haha,thanks guys.I hope he stops calling me/"I said with a sigh."he wont haha.'bam said giving Ville a high five.We had a few drinks and we went out to the park.We got realy bored so we went to Bams and swam."hey guys who is that man?"I said noticing him when i passed the window.Bam looked out,"I dont know he was out there when we pulled up."he said looking out."oh..."I said walking and sat down next to Ville.We just hanged for awhile and got bored agian.So we went to the mall.We waled in and I looked back,THERE WAS THAT MAN!!!!"ville ,hun.There is that man,this is freaking me out here."I said grasping on his jacket."hey,guys.They man is here."Ville told the rest.We all looked back and the man looked away .We walked around went into a couple stores and every were we went that man was close by."Ok,I feel realy uncomfortable now."I said leaning into Ville."dont worry huin,he cant do any thing to you,Ill make sure of it."ville said smileing down at me."I hope."I said looking around.The man seamed to get closer every minute."Guys look he is stille there and closer now."I said wakyish."I dont like thi,I dont like it at all."I said shaking my head."yeah lets go tis man id creepy."Kayla said agreeing."yeah im with ya."sudenly Aishya poped up.
 
 
 
 We went to Jussis place and had lunch."who do you think he is?''Aishya asked as we ate."probley some guy that doesnt like that fact thatwe were there,probley thinks were going to kill some one."Bam sugjested."hm i dont know he looked like he wanted to be with us."Jussi interupted."hm can we stop talking about it?"I asked unsetled."yeah sure,whats wrong."Ville asked puting his hand on my shoulder."I just dont feel right."I said geting a mouthfull of food."ok we will stop."Aishya said geting some more food."so what do you guys want to do?"Kayla said shruging his shoulder."uuumm...."We all kinda said.We were kinda queite for a moment."when is ,your dads funeral?"bam asked breaking sielence."oohh....I dont realy know."I said feeling my throught burn and my voice kinda weekend.Kayla hit Bam across the head,and she sielently wispered to him,"why whould you ask her that.?"  he just shruged."Its ok,I need to face the fact he isnt always going to be there."I said trying to smile.I felt weired out of a sudden.I just got drawn to te window,I looked out and there was that man AGIAN!!!."VILLE!!!!!!!!!!"I screamed."WHAT WHATS WRONG!!"He said runing in."there he is."I said pointing at the window walking back slowly.Every one else ran in.Ville looked out the window and his loooked mad."who is he?"Kayla said kind of hiding behinde Bam."Ville,Jussi lets go out there and see who he is."Bam said geting them togther.They went out and walked towards the man.He started to back up and tryed to run but Bam cought him."WHO YHE HELL ARE YOU!?"Bam demanded."I am Willuse Dellyoy,I was hiered by some guy to fallow you guys around"he said nervously."By who?"Ville said more settle."Travis Helrige..I think.He said you guys have his girlfriend or something"he said pushing Bams hand off him."Wha girl?"Jussi asked."Vab or Van or something lke that."he said looking around."VAM!?"Ville blurted."yeah thats it Vam.He said that she was being held agianst her will to be with some man name Villa or valo or somthing."he said more settled.Villes eyes grew dark and hard."Ville you ok?"Bam said puting his hand on him."yeah im fine."he said pushing his hand off."you can leave,but never fallow us again ,ok."Ville said sterly."yeah,yeah I was onley doing what i was told."he said and ran off.The boys walked inside and Ville still looked pissed."Who was he?"Kayla asked."he was hired to fallow us,by Vams ex-boyfriend."bam said looking right at me."whats wrong hun?"i asked Ville."yeah,just ...ah...its hard to explaine."said confused."ok,you dont have to talk bout it."i said and went to get him a drink.

hope you liked it the next one will be a good one...i hope haha

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The next day me and Ville went to my moms.I haven't been over there since Christmas.She didn't know me and Ville were...together."Hey mama!!!"I ran up and gave her a hug and kiss.Ville gave her a kiss and hug too."Hello Nina and Ville,were is every one else?"ok my real name is nina but yeah."Its Vam ma,oh they had work..."i said with a sigh."Oh and you and Ville don't.She said pushing my nose in."ma,me and Ville are seeing each other now."I said eating her cookies she made."OOOHHHHH!!!!!That's so sweet I always knew you two would,even when you were little you had a thing for each other.I remember when Ville always tried to look up your dress....when you use to ware them"She said smiling with her rosy cheeks up.We looked at each other."He did ,did he."I said raising a eye brow up."I was young and ceriouse."he said putting his arm around me."curiosity killed the cat,in this case the Ville."I said with a smirk.We talked and chated for awhile."ma,who shot dad?"I said and it went silent for a moment."it was a robber at the store you father went to.Your dad tried to calm the man down and he shot him,with all the cruellty in his soul."she said sadly and with anger.I never herd her voice go like that befor,its usually soft and sweet.The room when silent for awhile."any one want pie?"she said trying to smile."yeah,that sound good."Ville said rubbing his stumic for some reason."yes ,thank you."I said still with a sad gloom on my face.We had some pie and it had gotten late."we better get goin...nina"Ville said .I looked ar him and shook my head.We gave ma a hug and kiss and left.

 On the way home I felt woosy and sick.Ville had to pull over for me to throw up."You ok hun?he asked concerned."um ...what's it look like?"i said  sadistically,but i didn't want to it just came out,he looked at me sadly."oh im sorry babe,I didn't mean it like that I just...it just came out."I said and felt horrible."yes,i know darling"he said sweetly with a smile.We went home to my place,and Bam and Jussi were laying on the couches.Since we all had a key to every ones house haha."hey guys."I said walking in the door."were is Kayla and Aishya."Aishya is at work and Kayla is renting a movie."Jussi said closing his eyes."oh ok."I said and felt weird again,sick.I ran to the bathroom and pewked."VILLE!!!"I yelled.He ran in."WHAT WHAT."He yelled wildly."you know the night in the hot tub?"  "haha yeah."he said smirking."well i think we should of used protection."i said"why?"he said confused."I think i might be pregnant."I said getting up from the flour."what, why?he said weirdly."well..."I didn't want to have to explain."do you have a  pregnancy test?"he asked."No not here."i said feeling queazy."Ill go get one you know that one were it says the first septum they'll catch it."He said walking out to leave."were you going?"Bam asked."Ill be back ,ok"he said leaving out the door.I walked out the bathroom."what's with Ville?"Bam asked me confused."i think i might be pregnant so he went to get a test."I said walking in the kitchen.There mouths dropped."WHAT!!??"Jussi yelled."yeah i know,that's why i taking a test and all to be sure,you know i don't think im ready to have a kid."I said frustrated."well,we will see."Bam said walking into the kitchen.

 After awhile Ville came running in the door."I got it now take it ,take it."He said hpyerly."ok ok ok."I said and grabbed it and went into the bathroom.I took the test and came out."so..."Ville said impatiently."Its....negative."I said kind of happily.Ville sighed."...ok that's good,I don't think I am ready for a child."he said reliefed.''yeah i know that's exactly how I feel."I said and gave him a hug.Kayla walked in and we were all around the bathroom door"what's going on?"she said puzzled."oh...Vam thought she might be pregnant."Bam ran up and gave her a hug."WHOA IS SHE?!"She said exited."Nope."Bam said back."So,what cha get?"Jussi said breaking in."oh I got IT."she said bringing it out of the bag."ooooo"Bam said grabbing it."when does Aishya come back?"I asked."She should be real soon."Kayla said looking at the clock.Belive it or not Aishya walked in the door."AISHYA VAM IS PREGNANT!!!"Bam yelled out loud."NO I AM NOT YOU LITTLE PANA!!!"I  yelled back."...um ok.."she said sitting down."were going to watch IT."Jussi said and sat next to her and put his arm around her."Oh no,I HATE CLOWNS!!"she said scared."don't worry I will protect you."Jussi said kissing her cheek."hehe I know."She said sweetly.Me and Ville got popcorn and Bam got drinks."what would you do if you were pregnant?"Ville said getting bowls out."Oh,I don't know really."I said helping him."eather do I"he said putting his arms around my waists.Bam walked in and just standed there."are you sure you don't want to be in the porn biss.?"he asked the smiled."hhmm..what do you think hun,new moves?"I said smiling."hhmm sounds good to me."he said and smiled back.He gave me a sweet kiss and we went to watch the movie.Aishya had her head buries into Jussis' chest.Through half of it.Ville and I were laying on the ground together huddled up in a blanket cuz Bam turned the heat off for the effect.I looked up and Ville and he looked down at me"are you ok?"he whispered"yeah,im great."I said and smiled.He smiled back and kissed me.

 It was my mom.She had said my dad died last night,he was...shot,my heart sunk.When I hanged the phone up I was quite,and I slowly sheded a tear."who was that?What happened?"Bam said confused."it..was my ma,my dad.....is..dead...he got shot."I said between tears and with a soft shaky voice.Every one eyes fell dark.My dad was like a dad to all of them,since he was my adopted dad.Yes I was adopted ,ok.He treated all of us like his own.He was a father to all of us.He use to take us rides in his plane that he had.HE would let us ride the horses that he had on his farm.We lived on a farm,he tought me to take care of animals ans crops and most of all myself.He was kind and gentle,he would never raise his voice to us.He would never hurt us...like my real parents.We all were raised by them it seamed like.They always were there to help us.Now that my dad was gone it would never bee that same,no holidays would be the same.Ville came behinds me and put his arms around me,Aishya was in Jussis arms and Kayla in Bams,we all were crying .It was a sad day for us,that whole day I felt sad and gloom.Like I would never be cheerful again.Every one was looking at us,but they had no idea what had just happed.If I wasn't so sad I would kill the next person to look at us weird.

 While we were on the plane all I thought of was my dad.All the old memories we had together.I think every one was thinking of him,we all had memories together.But I had the most,I think it hurt me the most since he was the one who saved me along with my mom.All my friends had great parents that were there own,were there birth parents.I did but they abused me they hurt me.I was tooken away and put in a orphanage.Then my mother and father came and saved me.I thought of that time when,my dad took me and they boys out on the woods and played army and had edventers and all.We would be out there for horse.Or when he took us girls out for ice cream every Saturday.He would always make us snow cones in the summer.He tought us how to live,how to be free.The more I thought of him the more I got sadder and sorrowfull.I tried to stop and think about last night or something but I couldn't.All i seamed to see when i closed my eyes was him.Every thing reminded me of him!!!I felt sick,I felt like I was going to throw up my heart.Then it hit me,HE GOT SHOT!!!!! He got shot?By who,why?Why didn't i ask so i could kill the man who did it!!!!!The thought of the person(who ever it was)Made me even sicker.I never felt so ill,so angry and so sad before,And it was all at the same time.I felt it coming up.I ran to the bathroom and pewked my guts out.Ville came running after me"Whoa are you ok Vam?"he said as he opened the door."um...no"I said wiping my mouth.I herd Bam come in"is she ok?"He asked worriedly(wow he is worried)."I dont think so,this is to hard on her,she has had a real hard week and now this uugghh thats got to be so hard on her."he said he said horrified.I walked back to my seat.Every one was looking at me ,they should mined there own,I would of gave them the finger but I felt so week to even do that.

 We finally were home.I had some trouble walking,I don't know why.Its not like I was so sick that I couldn't.I just felt so week and dizzy.We went over to mine and Kaylas.We were all very tiered none of us got sleep for along time.I choult fall asleep.None of us could to much was on our minds.Dad was,he was the only thing I thought of.He decided to watch a movie.We watched nightmare on 13th street.it was an old movie but it was good.I liked it.i really didn't feel like being close to any one so I sat on a chairs alone.Ville looked worried or something."any one want popcorn?"Aishya said said getting up."what kind of question is that of course we do."Bam said loudly."I get some drink."I said getting up.I went in the kitchen with Aishya."are you ok,Vam?"She said as she got the popcorn out."I don't know any more,I don't realy care either."I said sadly."well we care."she said with sad eyes."yeah,I know just so much has happened already and now this,I just cant take it .Its like im not suppose to be happy or something."I said poring drinks.I could tell Bam and Jussi were trying to hear what we were saying."Well what ever happens you got to get through,think of the positives,it the easyest way to get through."she said looking into my eyes."yeah I know its just difficult to."I said as I pored the last drink."yes,I know"She said as we walked into the other room.Every one was not realy paying attention to the movie we all had our own small conversations with each other during it.After the movie I didn't feel like going anywhere or anything.Every one was in the kitchen eating and all ,I went in my room and mourned.I herd a nock on the door.Ville came in and sat next to me.I turned on my side.He laid down and put his arm around me."are you ok,why don't you come out and join us?"he said laying his head on mine."I don't know I just don't feel alright."I said turning around and looked at him."do you want me to go?"he said getting up."um...im going to come out and get a drink."i said and got up."ok,lets go."put his hand out.I grabbed it and we walked out in each others arms.We all were quite."why don't we share memories we have of papa?"Jussi asked us all."yeah that should help us all."Aishya said trying to sound happy."I remember that  time when Kayla broke her arm and he walked her 2 miles to the doctors ,chouse the car was broke."Bam said smiling."I remembered when we all went to the carnavile and  he bought us every thing we wanted."Ville said sweetly."I loved it when he took out for icecream,just the girls every Saturday,and mine would always fall and he would give me his"Kayla said with relief."remember Vam and Ville,use to always play with the cows and light fireworks on there tails and he would just laugh with them,he never got mad."Bam said hitting Ville shoulder.We went on sharing things we remembered,some how that realy helped me,I think he didnt want us to be sad,instead to remember him and put him in peace.

      "he is going to be ok,we ran into a couple of problems but we got through.He is going to have to stay a night so we are sure he is ok."The doctor said smiling.A sudden gasp of relief came out of us all."when cane we see him!!!??" Bam demanded."Later tonight."He said leaving the room."NOW!!"Bam yelled out.Kayla grabbed him and sat him down."sshh Bam be patient."she said calming him down."He still has to recover from the sugary he is still out of it right now."he said then left.Bam got up again and almost followed the doctor to start something but Kayla stopped him.They all left for dinner.I stayed I still didn't feel like eating.the nurse said I could go in.I went in and laid next to him."Hey enkeli,how you feeling?"I said grabbing his hand  and kissed him."Better than ever,I am well now we can leave this hell on earth."he said smiling and kissed me back,and we fell into a deep kiss that never seamed to end and I didn't want it to either.We got interrupted with Bam jumping on us."you little assi!"I yelled then kicked him.It all seamed like how it use to be,me and Bam fighting all of us friends again."Whoa Vam you don't looks so good."Ville suddenly blurted out."yeah realy did you eat?"Jussi asked right after Ville."Im fine."I said getting up from the bed."vam hun,you got to get well again,I don't want you to get sick."Ville said grabbing my hand."Im fine,just forget about this."I said walking out of the room.Ville got right out of bed befor any one noticed."Vam,you don't relies what you are doing.You think in your mind you are fine and well,but in reality you are not.I don't want you to get sick."He said lifting my face up by my chin."I am ok i am not going to get sick ,ill eat tonight ok."I said pulling him into a hug."What are you doing out of bed?!"the nurse yelled from across the room."none of your mind,just mined your own lady."he said letting go of me then grabbing my hand and pulled me back in the room.

        The night is late.Every one left,but I stay of course."are you going to eat?"Ville asked sleepily."If I remember."I said siting on the edge of the bed."please do...''he said drifting off into a sleep.I climbed up next to him.I looked at the venting machine in the room out side and thought,am I hungry?I didn't go out and get something,I just layed there looking at it.The night went by fast.Ville woke up at 6:00 am,early for him."Hey babe,did you sleep well?"he asked me opening his eyes."I didnt sleep."I said turning my head."oh,what did you eat last night?"he said getting up."Oh..um...well"I started"you didnt eat did you?"he said getting his things.for he could leave today."im sorry,I will today."I said getting up."yeah,I know."he said with a sigh."do you have your cell phone?"he asked getting changed out of that hospital gown they made him ware."yeah I will call and tell them to come over then we will leave,ok huny."i said grabbing it out of my pocket.it was off i forgot i turned it off that time I left to the church.I turned it on ad it said "10 missed calls"whoa one was my ex-boyfriend,I thought he wouldn't call any more..I decide not to think about it and i called kayla and told them to come over."you look very tiered"Kayla said walking in."yeah i know i could  not sleep."I said looking at my self in the mirror."did you eat?"Aishya asked right away."no she didn't."Ville said looking at me."Oh,lets go eat then."she said smiling.We checked Ville out and left the a bar.I had a beer and some of Kaylas chicken.I still was not hungry but I ate so they would stop worreing about it.

       We had to leave the next day,we didn't get to go to the castle and every thing.Our last night me and Vile went out to the pool and fooled around all night.Every one else came down after they had some wine at the bar.We played around until the front desk man came and said we had to keep it down.So we just chilled in the hot tub.Aishya and Jussi decided to go in our room and well haha you know what I mean.Kayla and Bam went in the other and Ville and I stayed in the hot tub for it.that night was the best sex I had ever had with any one.We didn't relies but a little boy was watching us he was about 10.He seamed to be staring at me chest haha maybe couse it was bare and every thing.Sooner or later he left.I herd my phone ring,it was Kayla asking when we would be back couse she didn't want to be interupted,I just said well be gone all night."why are you so tense?"Ville asked me while he was rubbing my back after we decided we were to tired for more."Its been a long week,Ive had a lot of stress."I said as I yawned."Oh,well you seam real tiered."he said puling me into his arms."yes,I am"I said closing my eyes.I fell asleep.I woke up and every one was in the pool room with us.They had gotten my stuff and we left.We got the air port and my phone wrang...

hope you likes this one haha ,luv you giys

luv Vam

The nurse came in with Villes food.HE didn't want to eat it but the nurse made him."I sawre when i m well im going to kill that lady."he said watching her leave.Every one else came back from lunch,they brought me some food."Im not hungry."I said pushing it away."Vam,you need to eat,you haven't for a long time or sleep."Aishya begged of me."Im fine."I said with weakness in
my voice."wait you'r not eating ,Vam?"Ville said looking at me puzzled."Im fine ,im ok just dont think about it dont worry."I said shaking my head."Vam,I dont want you to get sick its not healthy."he said squeezing m hand.I was about to talk when the doctor came in."He is going to have to go in for sergary".he said sadly.No,it did not come to this he is not that sick,is he?My eyes fell.Every one was looking at me I guess they could her my heart pound or I was crying.It was so hard for me to get the idea of Ville that sick into my head.I just had to go some were again.This time I didn't want them to find me.I ran into the waiting room and left them a note saying,"Im sorry I had to leave i cant take,tell Ville i love him,ill be back when im ready dont come for me ok.Luv you guys,love vam"I ran out and walked around,after awhile I found an old catholic church,I went inside and sat on there benches.Ville isn't sick he is fine,the doctors just want money that's all,there thefts there evil,its all the doctors fault they made him this way.My phone rang,how dumb am I not to turn it off."hello/"I said ."vam were are you."it was Kayla."I said ill be back when im ready just dont worry."I said then hanged up and turned my phone off.I sat there for along time,just thinking.Then I diced to go back.

 I went back and every one was out in the waiting room."why arnt you with him?"I said walking in."every one jumped up."hey Vam were did you go?"Bam said putting his hand on my shoulder."some were,but why arnt you with him?"I said strongly."he wanted to be alone for awhile,he said when you come back dont come in until he wants you to."the nurse said interrupting."Oh, ok why though?"I said kind of shocked."He needed to think I guess."She said shrugging her shoulders."ok then,thank you."I said sitting down."want to get something to eat?"Jussi offered me."No im not hungry."I said putting my head on Kaylas shoulder."you sure,you have not eaten for awhile and usually you eat allot."He said surprised."No I am fine."I said patiently."how bout a beer?"He asked."No im ok."I said a little annoyed.Every one looked at me like i had crabs crawling out of my ear."Whoa that's a shocker!"Bam yelled"guys come on im ok just dont worry."I eareged them."ok."Jussi said with a sigh."so when does he have to go for surgery?"I asked them."tomorrow in the morning I think."Kayla said with a sigh too.Every one turned sad when that came up.Aishya squeezed Jussis hand tighter.No one spoke after that."we better get back to the hotel its late."Bam said getting up."Ok."Aishya and jussi got up."Vam,you coming?"Aishya asked putting her hand out."No im staying."i said lifting my head up."Ok if you say."She said as they left.The nurse said I could go in.I went in and Ville looked very tiered."Hey heila how you doing?"I said sitting next to him."Im tiered,but..."he drifted off into a sleep.I laid next to him all night,staying up just to watch him breath,just to see him smile in his sleep.I held his hands and they were so cold.I laid my head on his chest and herd his heart beat slow and steady.Watched him sleep sound and sweet.

 Morning raised and the horrible time will come soon.Every one came back they had eaten early so they could come right away."Did you sleep?"Bam asked walking in,"no..."I said quietly ,Ville was still asleep."did you eat?"Kayla asked right after him
"No''I said looking at the beauty that is Ville.Every one sat down and did not talk.Ville woke up and looked paler than ever.The nurse came in and said we had to leave - it was time.I was very hesitant on leaving.I just could not belive he had to go already,that he was ready that sick,and it was not just the doctors wanting money.I gave him a hug and kiss,I held his hand all the way to the ER .When I had to let go I held tighter ,they finally got me to leave him.I waked slowly to the waiting room.I sat down in a coner and did not talk.No one left,not even to eat,we all stayed.Hours went by and still nothing.A nurse walked out bam demanded her to tell us what was going on.I did not want to hear.I didt even want to know what he had that was wrong.Still hours and nothing came.We waited and waited,when finally the doctor came out...

 I woke up to Ville  moving around in my arms.He got up and left.I looked at the clock and it was 4am.I didn't hear him go into his room,I heard him going down the hall and down the stairs.I didn't want to get up and see what he was doing i was to tiered.I laid in my bed for awhile,I was about to get up  when I herd Ville
come back in the room.I closed my eyes and he snuggled back into my arms."hey hun"I said tiredly and softly."hi baby,go back to sleep its early."he whispered back."I am fine.Were did you go?"I said trying to sound awake."Oh no ware just to the cafe to get a drink."he said in a calming  voice."ok,wana go back to sleep?"I said very sleepy."sure my love lets sleep."he said smiling like he knew all along i was going to ask that.We fell back asleep,but i still felt him in my arms breathing heavily.I woke up and Ville was looking at me."Hey darling,something wrong?"i said sleepy."Nothing just looking at you pretty face."he said with a smile."oh thank you darling."i said smiling back.I heard Kayla and Aishya get up."ooo that's so sweet."we herd kayla say.I looked at her and laughed.I looked at Ville and rolled him over on his back.He rolled me back so he was on top.We laughed and kept doing that,then he pinned me down,I broke out and pinned him down too.He rolled me on my stumic and sat on me, I was about to flip him off when Aishya yelled."Hey you guys should get into the porn business." she laughed.Ville got off and helped me up.

 "Any one want to go for a swim"Bam came in yelling."Yeah sure."Ville said."ok."the rest of us said.We went out and every one jumped in,except me I hesitated for a second,then I jumped.I was a little unsettle in the water."vam are you ok hun?"Kayla asked me."Yeah im fine just a little uncomfortable." I said trying not to sound week."Do you want to get out?"she asked ."no, I am fine thanks."I said settle."Is every thing ok?"Ville came over and said."Vam is having problems in the water."Kayla blurted out."No im not!"I said firmly."ok she is hesitant."she said with a sigh.Ville put his arms around my waste,"are you ok angel?"He asked."Yeah,yeah im fine."i said a bit annoyed."don't worry about me"."ok just want to be sure."he said to me softly.We played some games and hanged around,when some kids came in with there mom.The mother looked at us like we were wanted for murder.We stopped playing and all,we wanted to scare them just for fun.So we acted all cool and "tuff" .When Jussi went to get his towel he glared at the kid with a cool clean face,the kid ran behind his mommy.I walked pass the mom and gave her a cold look.We got our stuff and left.Soon we got a call."you guys need to stop scaring people,now i know your nice kids but don't couse trouble."the front desk person told us."We were doing it just for kicks we mean no harm,we wont do it again Sr."Kayla told the clerk."Guys we cant scare any more people ok"she told us all that they said."Well we cant help it , we try not to they just do the judge us to much , to many people think of us as hoodlums or drop outs or something its not fair.They can go fuck themselves for all we care it there problem."I yelled out with anger."Yeah,they can!"Bam yelled too."Well try to be nicer and that should do ,ok guys."She said in a sorry voice."Fine"Bam and I said with a sigh.

 We went out to see what we could fined.We found a nice bar,we went in and had a few.My dearest Ville got DRUNK!"hey , guys you know what?"he slurred at us."what...'' We all said."I love you guys...you know like more than beer."he said in our faces.He went on gabering for awhile,who knows what else he said.We walked him to the hotel carefully(well I mostly did).We got there around 1 am and Ville was passed out by then.I took him to his room and laid him down,took his shoes and shirt off and tucked him in the bed."Good night my love"I whispered as I kissed hid forehead.Then I left him to sleep."He is sleep and sound now."I said as I walked into the room."He loves you,Vam"Bam said out of no ware."yeah i know he made that clear tonight."I said sitting down."No, he really does he is so in love with you.I never seen him care so much for something before,when you almost drowned he almost died,he could not stand to see you laying there in the bed pasted out,he barley stayed with you while your sleeping,he stayed to see you wake up."he said looking right at me."oh....I didn't know that."I said looking down."If I told you how much he loves you and what he has done and told me ,we would be here till he woke up."He said to me like I was  kid."Bam,lay off its been a rough night ok."Kayla said addressing him."I didn't mean to sound that way."He said quietly.

 We deced to call it a night.We all went to bed when Bam came ruining in."Ville threw up come and help me."We all ran into their room and helped clean up.His bed was needed to be washed so we needed him to sleep with me for tonight.I walked him over and helped him in bed."Vam?"Aishya whispered to me."yeah."i whispered back."How much are you in love with Ville?"she asked holding back."More than he will ever know."I said looking at him."why?''   "OH well you guys seam so inlove but today you seamed ...well not."she explained."Oh today just wasn't  great day for me some how so I just avoided mix ups.That's all darling."I explained back to her."Ok , just wondering,good night."she said yawning."Good night angels"I said to them."Good night my loves."Kayla said to us.We all fell asleep,some how I just adamticly put my arm around Ville.He didnt seam to mine.I woke up first,I didn't want to get up but i could not rest,so I got up and got a shower and dress and every thing.Aishya came in and got her hair and makeup all done.Kayla was still asleep when Bam and Jussi came in.So Bam woke her up with a kiss.Ville walked in the bathroom holding his head."You ok babe?"I said a little worried."my head hurts and well you know what a hang over feels like."he said pianfully."yeah,any thing I can do love?"I said holding him."No."he said quickly and he waked out.He fell on the bed and slept.We wanted to go out for breakfast."Ville want to come?"I asked silently to him.'No."He turned on his side.

hope you luvly sweethearts liked it luv ya guys

p.s. its not as good as my last sorry

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